I don't like to hurt but everyone gets weak

Merry x'mas

2010-12-28T23:18:00.000-08:00

@Illuzion .
No pictures taken @ NANA . How's yours X'mas ?Well ..Mine was great !Headed down to Illuzion after work ,presents exchange session &boss ordered us X'mas feast (Sashimi-s ,Ham ,butter rice &Etc .)

My dearest dad !Chick daddy .

Vernis & I

Rachel & I

The girls .

Changed into our costumes ,straightened our hair &touched up our make up .And its gift exchanging session .Yihui came late and appeared in a gift wrapped with rubberbands &plastic bag ,ended up ,it's a gift from Gucci !

Happy about our gifts though it wasn't branded goods !:D

Ribbons sprays !

Rachel looks like Minnie mouse in her costume .Damn cute !

Eileen & I .

And lastly ..Our family tree .

P.s :I miss Qianyi ,cindy &co :<>

And NANA with Oceanz after Illuz but no pictures Available .

MERRY X'MAS !

2010-12-26T19:45:00.000-08:00

In my office now .Guess no one is into blogging nowadays but twitter doesn't allows me to talk about my feelings .Yesterday was a disaster ,a nightmare I call it .

It has been a month plus ,I read back all my tweets .And ferocious arguments happens every weeks ,yea it sucks .Blame me for not being brave enough .Well ..Woke up with these texts and I held my phone replying ,fighting for ourselves non stop in my dark room .I wasn't afraid of the dark at the moment .How I wish he'll understand me but he din't .All along ,I spared a thought for him ,just that I've never come up with a plan successfully ,I'm just useless .Send each others words of anger ,ya .Childish but who bothers at that moment ?

I seriously feels that he's just not so into me at that point of time ..It wasn't love ,it's just him &his jealousy .I didn't know how to react ,I just don't want him to leave ..

8 more days to 2011

2010-12-21T23:16:00.000-08:00

Orochi's Birthday @Nana .(Late post)

Jack

Was damn wasted that night .Happy birthday to Oceanz ,Orochi !

I remembered the next following day was ''Zoukout'' and I missed out the party !Can only see you next year ,Zoukout .

18.12.2010 @Nana .

Marcus Mcqueen .

All photos taken with Rachel's DSLR .

Recently I've gotten myself a day job and I really think my schedules are too pack for anything else ,let alone shopping but one advantage for all these sacrifices ..It's my health &money !$$ Seriously I've forgotten ways to update a blog with my rantings & recent personal life .Guess Twitter is a much better choice :D

East coast ,RESORTS .

2010-11-30T22:39:00.000-08:00

Pictures all take using Olympus Pen EPL 1 (My dream camera) !
In love with the flash &the effects .

Edited the brightness by a little .

Resorts with Kailin &co .

Everyone got wasted because all of us drank from the jug ,half a jug at a time .Imagine !That night can actually be a great one if incidents din't happen at the end of the day ,anyway ..Still lucky that no one got injured .

@Shanghai Dolly with Jeremy .

MBS Hotel with the girls .

2010-11-22T07:12:00.000-08:00

I remember years ago ,someone told me I should take caution
when it comes to love .I did ,I did ..

Night out @MBS .
Supposingly when Jacq told me doesn't feels like going home due to some emotional matters ,we suggested "Hard rock hotel" ,searched thru internet and even called and asked for the details .Ended up ,WE WENT TO THE WRONG HOTEL .

When we checked in the room ,I was puzzled cause it wasn't as beautiful and cozy as what we saw on the internet because it's the wrong place .But ,well ...this hotel wasn't bad as well ,big and spacious room ,just that the price isn't worth it .

The girls who were there included ,Anqi ,Alicia ,Kailin ,Jacq &Cindy .

Was taking photo-s ,eating and exploring the whole night till morning before we all turned in ,I miss that ''girls talk'' we had that night .

Labelled: Skin

2010-11-03T21:34:00.000-07:00

Visited DRX again .My breakout acted up every month and seriously ..Who doesn't get sick of imperfect skin ?It's like getting your plain white tees with smurged of dirt ,big turn off .Well ...This time I request for oral medication as my skin is really considered ''Serious'' .

The daily tablet that I'll be consuming .It's my 3rd week already and my skin is red &peeling like what the description wrote .Hopefully I'm regain back my actual skin since I've cut down on booze &I've successfully quit smoking !(Though I take a few puffs sometimes)

Any easy to use DSLR camera to recommend ?

Qiaohui's birthday @Jab one

2010-11-01T03:38:00.000-07:00

27.10 Jab one Jamie ,Qiaohui and I .

Group photo of us with 'Ahpa' .

My fringe really sux ,blame that hairdresser .Been short and ugly for almost a month already .Anyway ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QH !

Went Nana that day after the celebration at Jab one .I wanna cut less on booze and I'm gonna get a proper life for myself ,wish me luck !:)

2010-10-18T11:39:00.000-07:00

Photo from event :INKED@Illuzion .
Airbrush tattoo-s by tattoo artists .
Only picture which my hair isn't in a mess ,lol .A picture of me &my cust .

p.s: I only hope ..This group of ''family'' would be back .

2010-10-14T12:09:00.000-07:00

Hadn't been onto this page for like ages .Been active on twitter &FB instead and everyone else does .Life hadn't been really hard for me just that somethings might just fuck my day and I really mean 'A DAY' so ..

Time just doesn't allow me to past by its watch ,I hope I'll get my happiness real soon & end all these ;) Super random as I just hope to do some updates on my page .Gd night people ;)

Random (Midnight @Sentosa)

2010-09-23T03:48:00.000-07:00

Went to Chinese Garden thinking there'll be lantern festival still going on but ended up ,it's already closed when we reached .Last minute plan to Sentosa instead late in the night with Alicia ,Orleng &Weiming .

Nothing much to add to detail the trip except OL kept pasting his locksmith stickers as if he's out on work .Anyway ,it's hard to be active on Blogger ,Fb &twitter at the same time .Arghhhhhh !

2010-09-23T03:43:00.000-07:00

Was at town with Ying &told her to buy me this heart shaped shades ,I promised her I'll wear it and she bought it .Laughs !
I'll love it more if it's white framed <33

Sohboon's Birthday

2010-09-08T15:50:00.000-07:00

SB's birthday @Clubnana
4.09 saturday

Got up 5plus in the morning ,left with nothing to do so decided to do a quick update before every post ends up as a late post .
Zd& co were all there as well at the other table .Alicia &I went down late so as usual ,all were drunk by then .Din't really know what happened as I myself was drunk as well .
Jamie Ma &I

The only photo I took with the girls .

Anqi darl ,Sb ,Dearie &Kailin .

Hope she enjoyed her bday celebration .Will be getting her the LV pouch she wanted with Liok Luv <33

Late post :Jianming's Birthday

2010-09-07T21:21:00.000-07:00

Recall back ....
Met Zaizhi &co for dinner at Eastcoast park before heading to Jianming's chalet with Alicia .Meet up with Joslyn there . All kiao gui ~

Watched drama &gossip in the room ,took some photos as well till Lun ge gave us an idea to go cycling .Was perspiring all the way ,panting like fuck .Guess we hadn't been exercising for too long ,that's the reason why we're super tired for the after effect ~

Jianming's super lok kok bday cake &his ''handmade'' unrealistic knife/chopper .Lol !

As usual ,after blowing off the candle ,someone would be there to shout the next ''poem'' .Anyway ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,JM !

*Super late post

Happy Birthday JoleneOh

2010-08-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

Saturday- Jab
Got dressed for work and I'm like sending Luv alot of photos before heading out ,lol !Hair got super messy every hour until Edeline re-tie everything for me .Goshhhhh ~ Ahpa and I .Buddy Noel
Left at arnd 1.30 to Illuzion as the girls were all there for Jolene's bday celebration ,coincidentally it's Xiangjiu's &Junlong's as well .Too bad ,Luv left before I arrived ;( Was kinda drunk the moment I arrive .

Bumped into my Gdfriend ,GC .

Once again ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOLENE ,XIANGJIU AND JUNLONG . :))

National Day

2010-08-24T04:15:00.000-07:00

Late post ! Got my Iphone 4 but the LCD is cracked now .GG .

Dressed up in red &white as National day theme to work at Illuzion that day .

After work was Neverland with James &co .

Bumped into Buddy Jx and Hx &co .

Laogao as well :)

The rest of the photos that day was uploaded into FB .Check it out ;)

2010-08-08T02:37:00.000-07:00

I'm having two Mcdonald's meal at a time and I think I'm fuking mad &fat !

But Filet O'fish & spicy nugget were both sibei thumbs up .Sighhhs ,f me or f mac ?

2010-08-02T01:45:00.001-07:00

Saturday
Illuzion- Sarong Event .

Met up with Liok Luv &Enoch at Vivo for dinner before I head down to Illuzion .Carrying alot of barang barang (Shoes ,clothes &etc) Had Japanese cuisine ,I've forgotten the name of the restaurant but I sure do not recommend . Salmon Sashimi

Bought a top from Zara and trained down to outram station before cabbing towards Illuzion as there's a long que at Vivo .Changed into our sarong ,did our hair and touch up our make up before the event .

Sexy back ~

My face damn red .Ugly ugly ~

Dfly after Illuz .

I enjoyed the event that day ,at least everything went on smoothly .Slept over at Alicia's place ;)

2010-08-02T01:24:00.000-07:00

Friday 30July
Dearest Mel &I at Dfly .

Sherman

2010-07-28T00:25:00.000-07:00

10000000000 x YAYNESS !

My pimple finally healed ;) The cleanser is working much effective than my DRX lor .

2010-07-26T02:41:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Ichiban Sushi for lunch !

My fav Saba

Salmon sashimi

Went Alicia's place after lunch and waited for her to finish preparing before gg for work .As usual ,Dfly after work .

2010-07-26T02:30:00.000-07:00

Wednesday 21 July

Jabone then Nana .Met up with Alicia ,zd &co there .

Drink Drank Drama ~

Breakfast with Alicia ,Bilian ,Orleng before heading home .Ok ,I drank alot that day and I'm freaking drunk lor !Sucks TTM !

2010-07-17T23:49:00.000-07:00

Thursday
Met up with Ken to DRX at Tong building .Got my ASL Acne spot lotion and tried their Toner which provides a deeper cleansing after your daily face wash .

Joelle &jiabao joined us for dinner at ShoTeppan ,din't bought out my camera else I can snap the food there .Super nice ,except you'll smell like the restaurant itself .

Friday
Usual routine ,Dfly .After Dfly ,Alicia and I went Neverland to look for Zaizhi &co while STH is there as well .Ying joined us afterwards .Well well ~ After Neverland ,every road in expressway got blocked due to the unusual flood which apparently Spore never had .It was around 8 in the morning when we reach Alicia's place .

We had a heavy breakfast which consists of ,Nasi Lemak ,5 Fanchoy ,3 Hashbrowns and 1 Filet O'fish .Slept over at her place .

2010-07-15T12:03:00.000-07:00

Wednesday

While preparing ..

Had Sushi Tei with Zx at HollandV .Forced him to take sashimi and saba with me when I just learned to love them and now I'm missing them >.< Jabone after dinner .Met up with Ken &co there and headed Shanghai Dolly afterwards .Felicia got dead drunk and we freaking had a hard time carrying her home ,realising she had lost a side of her Chanel earring !

I'm gonna get that Prada bag !!!<33

2010-07-12T12:32:00.000-07:00

Monday blues spoils my whole evening .Sometimes I just hope I'm able to voice out everything ,how you treated me ,how your thoughts are so wrong and how much I wished I've wronged you .Eventually ,I still kept everything to myself ,feeling so helpless yet happy that you're able to find someone who's able to bring you happiness .

Alright ,me and my random thoughts .Fancy blogging it out here with no one understanding who and what the hell I'm talking about .Sometimes ,I just need someone who'll understand all I'm going thru cause just no one knows .FML ,nights people .

Blessings

2010-07-11T00:54:00.000-07:00

Friday ,Illuzion
My beloved boss .

I'm unable to log in my msn and I suspect someone manage to hack my account but ..who'll hack my Msn for no apparant reason -.- I gotta remind myself to use my camera more often ,kept it rotting at home &I'm always waiting for AliciaS to tag me photos on fb .

I've been waiting for my BBstorm 2 to replenish stock (from my friend's store) and I'm growing to hate my current phone and I wanna watch Twilight saga :Eclipse AGAIN so badly :(

2010-07-10T05:05:00.000-07:00

Angie's birthday celebration @Dfly (Late update)

Friday night @Illuz was a great one ,not really as overwhelming as it should be but however I've enjoyed the crowd .Time past quickly and Dfly after work as usual .Wasn't really in the mood to drink and enjoy like how I should be ,perhaps of my fatigue .

Sometimes I thought I'm fickled minded because I don't know what I want but later ,I realise it's people around me causing me to react this way or should I say just 'him' ?I've put down everything long ago ,it doesn't pains me anymore and now I'm back to what I am ,still unsure of what I want but I'm happy :D

Theme: Beach wear

2010-07-06T18:44:00.000-07:00

Venue: Illuzion
Celebrating first day of worldcup 2010 and coincidentally it's Jiaxiang's birthday as well . Aizhen

Jiaxiang

Dancer of the event

Cecilia
Yingying

*Aware that it's a late post .

I'm always thinking of new upgrading plans for myself but it never seemed to last till the day when I'm suppose to enrol .Perhaps I should start finding something to settle down my mind and determination but before all good things start to happen ,I should quit messy nightlife (though I've been repeating this since a year ago) .

I've been eye-ing on a Hermes' bangle ,damn chio and I think the same goes for the price .Gonna head down to town later ,zara's having sales :D

Showluo's concert and Anqi's birthday

2010-05-31T09:33:00.000-07:00

Short entry ,too many photos to be uploaded if I were to go into detail .Showluo's concert with James .

He's super shuai !

Illuzion

Anqi's birthday celebration

Part 2 at Nana .

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DARLING ! <33

2010-04-19T04:53:00.000-07:00

Nana

Dreamt that he was back yet the distance I've got with him was super far ,total stranger .Nightmare or what ?

Pictures update

2010-04-17T05:54:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to blog about other than updating all overdued photos .
Nana

Dfly

Illuz

My birthday .

Being happy is all that matters .

2010-03-31T01:52:00.000-07:00

Will be updating sooooooon with my advance bday celebration .
Love everyone who've contributed every little to my happiness that day <3
Will be back soon .

I forgot about my updates .

2010-03-15T11:23:00.000-07:00

For a 'not' frequent update blogger like me ,pictures would always be random ,same goes for my entries ,make do with it .

Bumped into Victor the other day at Bq . Melody's birthday ,roy and her .

Fly .Rachel and I

LG and I .

Rachel

More to go for pictures taken ,several family photos on CNY ,long ago ones .Too much plannings after I'm offically 18 (which falls on the 30th march) ,stuffs like car licence ,an O's cert and a stable job which I could earn enough for plannings when I'm 21 .No doubt ,easier said than done but I'm gonna try ;) Thinking back ,I've lost too much time and time doesn't wait .

Rotting blog .

2010-03-02T01:34:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna stop everything before I upset them again :(

So wrong yet so right .Only one knew .

My computer is down

2010-02-23T01:48:00.000-08:00

Just bought my Tiff &co ring but I kinda regret now .It's time to slim down ;(

2010-02-08T22:18:00.000-08:00

Had been at town for almost 2weeks consecutively ,drinking till late nights with a few cliques .Life had been rather smooth ,just like what *Poker had mentioned to me earlier on .Something had got me changing and the key to it was .....

Anyway ,days during the time of my blog getting privated was goddarn bored ,it's like no readers as I've restricted all readers except the author(me ,myself) .Had a few friends coming to me asking me stuffs about it thus I'm back with open post for all .

I gotta go ;)

That smile on your face

2010-01-11T07:17:00.000-08:00

I promise ..
I'll make it a great one this time ;)

Resolutions for this year :
-Work hard on a savings !
-Change to not being too affection

Hopefully ,things will get better .

2010-01-09T06:44:00.000-08:00

I think ..

I'm having too much good food everyday at work .I'm only exercising my fingers and wrist the whole day and now ,I feel like I've gained 2kg and only my fingers are skinny :)

After the downpour ,is 2010 gonna be a good one ?

2010-01-03T17:49:00.000-08:00

My skin super rabak now ,adding on it's super sensitive .Life's been rather sucky these days ,hah but there's still someone around for me ,more than contented though .I'm thinking of closing my blog and start off new with only a private blog ,shouldn't our life be confidental in the first place ?My collegue bought us a log cake ,super nice but sweet one .

Looking so fake here .

Boring days passes off like this .

New year Eve .

2010-01-03T16:55:00.000-08:00

I've received only part of the photos taken on that day .2010 wasn't a good one ,just a few days had passed and I've already met several ups and downs .Regardless its work or personal life ,it hadn't been good .Suck it up !

Qi ,this one nice .Go copy !

This one nice !Super clear .

Sisterly love

Thats all .

Happy New Year !

Going where for newyear eve ?

2009-12-29T20:08:00.000-08:00

Xmas eve was a bad one ;(
Problems here and there ,make Newyear eve a great one !I hope 2010 will be a better year for me .

See the girls at Illuzion then !Loves .

2009-12-29T00:36:00.000-08:00

We've planned further yet after both time crashes ,you've seemed to forget about me in yr daily schedule ..

I couldn't blame much as I've disappoint you too much .

X'mas Eve

2009-12-27T03:04:00.000-08:00

Let the photos do the talking .

When the clock strikes 12 ,everyone started playing the party poppers and the foam spray .Making my hair and body all sticking but at least ,the atmosphere was there .

Okay ,I'm tipsy by then ..

Xmas cap prepared by David .

Wasn't a pleasant celebration though but some people still made my day :D Thanks SZB for xmas gift !

I've lots of great friends around ,I should be contented enough ,shouldn't ask for more .I'm looking forward to NewYear eve !

Merry X'mas !

2009-12-24T23:53:00.000-08:00

Wishing you a Merry X'mas ! :D

I don't wanna admit that I'm being cheated

2009-12-21T00:05:00.001-08:00

How I wish I'll have time for a proper update on this page :(

I'm okay ,I miss you ..

Shagged out

2009-12-17T17:03:00.001-08:00

Currently a small amount is tying up my freedom .
I've got no time to blog ,to party ,to have desserts ,massage or even bother about my nails .Is it a good thing or not ?Life's simple now ,like a workaholic ,just that I've got no time for anything .I'm not whining about it now ,instead I'm sharing how different my life has changed within a week's time .

Will be back with photos and posts a few days later !Stay tune ..

Always for this problem ,I'm ...

2009-12-13T02:42:00.000-08:00

Girls are always so fake .No matter how much they dislike someone ,they can still manage to put off with their fake side .Admit it because you also behaves like this .For some apparent reasons when everyone got sick of each other ,they'll tend to gossip about people around them ,doesn't matter who he/she is ,forgetting about the good moments ,the bad ones always remains .

What if you tends to hear your 'so-call-good-friend' who kept making you like a fool infront of the rest just because she's telling everyone she hated you yet she manage to show the good side infront of you ?Okay ,this is the saddest part .

I thought thru a few days why would things like this happens when both were doing just fine and realised ,girls are always like that and fact like this did made me feel better :) At least I'm not the only one whom she's fake to ,there's a whole lot more in the circle of friends .Well ,I admit I'm a little fake as well some of the time but not towards her and the few real ones ,I did my part as a friend ?

I hate to be malign about things which I've never did .Friends would always agree to keep something as a secret ,it's a stupid thing to do ,know why ?You fucking good friend can already be so fake towards you ,what about your small secret ?Won't it be leaked out ?Don't be so assure of the answer though :)

Goods things always comes to an end ,I've learnt to accept friends like this .At least that friend of yours hadn't do you any harm ,like got you into a police case ,allow someone to kill you off and etc .Everything can be healed with the help of time .Look at things positively !

My first attempt ....

2009-12-12T03:12:00.001-08:00

A quick update .
6 December 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIHUI !Did a cake for his birthday surprise at JP .A super hiong one .Anyway ,do not mistook our design ,logo-s and numbers for a joke purpose .

Happy 26th !So sweeeeet .

I've got a job :D

2009-12-11T01:28:00.000-08:00

No captions for the pictures below as I couldn't think of one .

I'm targeting ,

-BB Bold

-Tiff &Co necklace

-New wallet

Nana ,UP ,Sentosa

2009-12-06T16:45:00.000-08:00

Club Nana with Alicia and co before I head down to UP at Boatquay .Met up with Ken and co .I suddenly had an idea of getting crazy and I planned sentosa when they were thinking of a place to go next ,yes ,indeed crazy when we were just done drinking .Haha .

I uploaded in a wrong sequence for the 2photos above .While we were waiting for the tram after we arrive at Sentosa ,there came a peacock with heavy looking feathers .Ken wanted to take a photo with it so badly that they basically threw our tidbits at it and the most funny thing was ,the peacock simply loves POCKY in strawberry flavour .Lol .

In the car while we're on the way in .

My shag face .

Had Delifrance for breakfast and we rented bicycles there .Rode around for an hour and we headed for the skyride ,at that moment ,it's already past 12 ,with the scorching sun I almost faint .Though it was hot and tiring but I enjoyed myself :) It's simply life's simple pleasure .I wanna quit drinking for morning workout !

Overdued photos at 12th Element and Nana

2009-12-06T16:24:00.000-08:00

Element

Nana .

Now who's the hiong one ? ;)

I miss my fringe :(

2009-12-04T01:28:00.001-08:00

Before I reborn my fringe ..

After ..

I look so chubby in this picture especially with my flat fringe .

A clearer picture to show my breakout .

Jacqueline's birthday celebration

2009-12-03T01:26:00.000-08:00

Celebration @Illuzion Decorations ,credits to Jacq and co .

Some of the people that came .

Hope you enjoyed your birthday :D

Illuzion ,Nana

2009-11-28T04:40:00.001-08:00

Last night was at Illuzion with Elaine ,Sb ,Alicia ,Anqi ,Kailin ,Liok ,Xiaobao and Whywhy .Drank hell lots as we were all on 'form' that night ,agreed to take it as our birthdays .I love their company so much when it comes to drinking ,especially Laine and sb !Didn't take group photos though at Illuz .Simple games made us contented enough to be sooooooooo happy . Headed down Nana while some went home drunk .Nana that night was so havoc with them around .Edward and co joined us dwn to Nana too .

All of my super hiongg pictures outside Illuz .I'm so fortunate cause my super good friend created an album using all of my pictures above and titled it ''My very hiong friend ,LOL'' .How nice of her .

Forgot to mention ,we striked TOTO and we bought ourselves some accessories .Alicia's gold necklace and my rolex .

To be continued with photos taken at nana ..

P.S ,I am super unlucky to have 3 untrue friends around me but 4true friends made me no longer bother the fake ones .

Late updates !

2009-11-25T22:30:00.000-08:00

Pictures taken with PY's camera (Canon) ,I love its flash when it doesn't change the colour of my hair ,unlike mine .

On my way to Batok to meet up with Joslyn for Subway :)

Recently ,I've had a breakout :(

Now my cheek has got 4 obvious pimples !Damn it ,I cannot take pictures for now .Totally lack of confident .Just hope it'll heal soon without any scarring ..

We've gottacha !

2009-11-24T04:21:00.000-08:00

Just came back from hair rebonding session .Now my fringe is so flat that I kinda dislike it ,laughs !I went to spend money with Jacq yesterday and I'm a happy girl now :D Anyway some of the photos from a few weeks back at NANA .

At UP .

I'm kinda vexed over him now ,fuck

He isn't a good boy afterall .

That colourful life

2009-11-18T21:53:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I've got a swollen lips and eye due to the rashes ,making me looking so shag .I didn't do my hair ,din't put on fake eyelash and my face is getting chubbier :( And I was out of the house looking like a mess .I find it so ridiculous only now when I think back about last night ,lol . I guessed it's time for me to reborn my hair ,look at the frizzy part .

Picture taken with Dearie a few weeks back .

Happy Belated Birthday Liok Leng .

Sorry that I didn't turn up though ,loves !

I can no longer stand the itch of my rashes !

2009-11-15T22:43:00.000-08:00

Uploaded whatever pictures I have got with me .Woke up due to the 'feng mo' I recently got ,so itchy and swollen .Injections only calms it down for a few days and it'll come back :( I'm so hungry now ,craving for sakae !

I love head bands nowadays !Just bought one recently .With sequins ,looks bling-ed in real life though .

When you're bored ,funny conversations begins ..

2009-11-13T01:49:00.000-08:00

While I was on the phone with ''..'' ,we were on the topic of DOTA .
In my point of view ,I take them as monsters but this friend corrected me ,saying they were Heros and he goes singing :''当你孤单的时侯,只有dota没有朋有''

I can only spell the word ,''F-R-I-E-N-D''

2009-11-12T22:45:00.000-08:00

Taken with E63 thus pictures were super blur .

PS ,I don't know what are we now ..

2009-11-10T08:37:00.000-08:00

My rashes are back !Friggin' itchy and swollen .

Luckily ,I went for injection and I'm feeling better now ;)

Shit happens after the good times

2009-11-07T23:34:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a terrible night for me .I drank alot and even quarrelled with a few friends but I felt better after saying out all my thoughts .I don't know what got me so agiggated that I cried so badly ,I just knew I've been tolerating all these while .The only thing I realised after the disaster that befall on me was ,there comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will .Everything happens strongly for a reason ,I believe good things will always comes to an end .Once bitten twice shy ,fuck hypocrites .Anyway ,I've gotten over all these .

Next was ,some one left even before I realised the presence of him .I'm not gonna let any man bring me down so off you go .

I just love the feeling of ...

2009-11-06T00:40:00.000-08:00

Yh is back with my masks from HK ! Had dinner at Cafe cartel ,love their food there .

Tender Pork Ribs

Spicy Seafood Pasta .

I'm gonna study for my future sake next month !I gotta keep myself motivated for good :D All the best .I'm so into patent oxford heel nowadays !

All I wanted

2009-11-01T20:09:00.000-08:00

I want a new/better camera .Mine's good enough ,12 MP but pictures taken in a dark room are super blur .I like canon's camera ,EOS product .EOS 70
Quite pricey ,almost 2k with but superb resolutions and quality .Why isn't my dad a photographer ?

Taken outside Illuzion a few weeks back ?Ying

Cindy

Dearie and Grace .

Halloween night at REBEL

2009-10-31T21:25:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed myself ! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICHOLAS !

It's like dream come true !

2009-10-31T21:07:00.000-07:00

30 October 2009

Received an sms from a job recommender ,admin job .Hope I'll pass the requirements though I'm slightly not interested ,I'd rather I do hard work and pick up a new skill .Anyway ,all the best to me .

A friend of mine gave me 4D token while we're having a drink .Those aunty came with the tokens ,etc 4D ,Toto ... I chosed the number 4798 and the number turned out to be 7984 for the second prize !I'm lucky enough though -.-

Kelvet's sis and I .

I LOVE MY VELVET JACKET ! :D

I've my hair extentions back !

2009-10-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

24 October
I've been neglecting my blog for almost a week !Had been busy with my colourful schedule these few days ,however ,I love being busy .Like I've mentioned ,I took out my extentions but had it back 3days later .

Without extentions ,my hair's so short :(

Packed my room ytd ,wipe the whole room ,now it's clean and tidy .

I love my bedsheets ,so sweet with the flowers and red bedsheets .

While I'm packing my room ,I broke my lamp while shifting it to wipe the table .Gotta change a new table lamp again :(

Had dinner with Yh at town (FEP) ,korean cuisine this time round .

BBQ food .

Kimchi soup .

Didn't really enjoy the meal as we don't like the taste of it except the BBQ .But great service :)

I love this ''biscuit'' ,what do you call that ?A japanese cartoon yea ?

Yh and I while waiting for Geraldine before heading down to Alantis .

With/without the presence of these ''friends'' doesn't make a difference ,all along ,everyone is alone just that some hadn't realise even before I do .

It's okay ,I'm alright ..

2009-10-22T13:58:00.000-07:00

I've mixed up all my days in the week .Remembered going Ratcharda ,Nana and Lunar for a small drink .Took alot of suppers every night (This is the best part) ,went for a massage which hurts like bad even until now !Anyway ,I took off my extentions and I look super weird now .I love my red bedsheets :D

Geraldine bought us to this cafe at Katong .I've forgotten when I took all these photos so super random .

Anyway ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CINDY NAH !

Super fair lar .

Finding this picture familiar ?Kinda similar to another picture of the same pose .

Expect the unexpected .

Everything happens for a reason .I strongly believes ..

Overdued pictures .

2009-10-15T03:35:00.000-07:00

Xavier just went back home a few days ago . Super cute !

Anyway ,some pictures uploaded in FB using my friend's camera .

Kang .

James .

Xiao Ji .

Ying and Kang .

Bing Yuan .

Louis .

Ying and Gabriel .

I'll remember who's by my side for now .

STH had been sentenced a week ago for 1Year 6stroke .Didn't get to talk with him even a little while before he got sentenced and there he goes for a year .Hope after this incident ,he'll get to turn over a new leaf and not repeating his noctorious ways which I find it hardly possible though .

Withlove ,

NING.

I don't have to ..

2009-10-14T01:53:00.000-07:00

Caught movie ,''HAEUNDAE'' at Vivo last night .A touching movie with parts of comedy ,great graphic :)

Went over to Nana after movie but left at 3 .Met up with Ken to Westcoast and went home after some things happened .I don't wanna get involved either .

p.s ,If I ever knew I would be the joke of my friend's topic .Whatever I predicted turned out to be so true but I've never expected there'll be more .MR X was right ; People who I regard as my good friend might not take me as their good friend .Don't be naive enough to be contented just by a little concern from them as people might not be putting things this way behind your back .
(Extracted from my post in september)

Smile thru this blues ,it'll be over sooonn

2009-10-12T04:50:00.000-07:00

10 October
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BLOODED SIS ,NX :D
Flooded this post with super lots of photos .

Self taken photos at Alicia's place .Head down to Bugis with Ying and Yh .Shopped for eyelashes and had dinner at Sakae .

I helped her with the blings :D Now her phone shines ~

The three of us finished them all ,super full !~

After the scumptous dinner ,we headed down to Illuzion and Nana at night .

Agreed with boon to take lots of pictures that day so there I goes .Snap snap snap !

He wanted me to take a picture of him with my blings .Drunk people always act funnily .

Boon got drunk .Had macdonalds for breakfast with the two clowns .Super cute of them when they're drunk .

Mr gay was drunk too .Laughs !

Reached home only in the morning .

Was chatting with Geraldine in msn and she'll be back in 3days time which on is on the thrusday !Super excited to see her ,Geraldine ,''ni mei you zui ,bu hao wan lar'' .Haven't been hearing this phrase for so long .Going for a small drink when she's back !

After so much ..

2009-10-12T04:16:00.000-07:00

Over due-d photos with Jacqualine and Ying .

I love this 2darlings of mine !

I wanted a body massage badly ,my neck ,shoulders and back are aching :(

Nana

2009-10-11T04:00:00.000-07:00

09 October
Dropped by Mouzzy .

Nana with Alvin ,Kang and co .Everyone was down except me and Ying .

Everyone went off after Nana while me and Ying went over to Alicia's place .Spent the night there with Ying and Alicia .Hehe ,I'm happy there lah ! :D

Illuz ,Nana .

2009-10-08T03:31:00.000-07:00

Nana with Joslyn ,James ,Ahboon and Co .After drinking ,my voice totally turned out to be so rough .Had fever for the past few days ,was feeling so terrible :( Right after I recover ,I went drinking again ,how stubborn .Anyway ,let the pictures do the talking :) Bad hair day for me thus most pictures were deleted . Blur pictures .

Mr gay .

Boon .

I ''bumped'' into Alicia there as well .Well ,alot of familiar faces that night .Drank a few cups with different clinque and I got wasted .

Slept in boon's car till I reached home ,totally unglam !

Anyway ,that night was a great night .Supposingly ,I was super down but everything that had happened already happened ,gonna keep smiling .Good things always comes to an end ,cherish what you have .

I'm going for my nail session right now :D

I'm so sick in the mind

2009-10-05T01:46:00.000-07:00

Why is he so shuai ??????????????????
OMG OMG OMG !

Fickled minded

2009-10-01T22:58:00.000-07:00

30 september
Illuzion .

Mr gay with my shades .

On the way down to Nana .I was a little drunk after leaving for Nana but it didn't stopped me from drinking .

Went over to look for my dearest Alicia ,I don't know why either lar .

Alika with my shades ,see ,everyone loves my shades because there's blings !

Woke up in the afternoon the next day ,browse thru the pictures I have in my camera and found a few pictures of me ,acting siao .

1 october
Plaza Sing ,Nana .

Met up with Kang ,Ying ,Joyce ,Ram and Khee for movie .Caught the movie ,''Funny people'' .Totally wasted 2hours of our time ,super lame show ,was sms-ing and using internet halfway thru the show .Warning to all !

Dinner at MR BEAN before heading down to Nana .

Ahying told me to take a picture of her contact lens .Check out her vampire blue lens !

Kang and I :D

Cine ,nana

2009-09-30T00:25:00.000-07:00

Last friday at Illuz Ying and I .Check out my lace cardigan ,I'm loving it :D

Anyway ,a piece of good news to share ,Kiat and Elaine are officially parents of kyler .Went over to visit Elaine and her new born baby with Joslyn and sb the other day .Congrats :D

Kyler

29 september

Went for lunch at lot one before heading down to Illuz .

Went several places before heading down lot one to fetch Alicia and Joslyn .Down to cine for supper and movie .

HK cafe .

Caught the movie '' The ugly truth" .A nice movie with a little sexual reference ,considered a comedy though :) Was laughing thru out the movie !I was msn-ing with WLAN at the same time with my phone ,so sua ku .

Met up with Ying and Kang at Nana .

Kang kept showing off his Arsenal logo in every picture lor .

Didn't drink much that day .

And ,I zeng-nd my Hp !

It's about time to remove my gel extentions :(

Super chio ,I know ~ Haha .

:D Alright ,that's all for now !

Jp(Newyork newyork) ,Club Nana

2009-09-28T00:57:00.000-07:00

Blurry pictures as I keep shaking the camera .

Meet up with Yihui at JP for dinner at Newyork new york .Joslyn joined us afterwards .

Thumbs up for this dish .Spagetti on hotplate with hamburger steak with cheese .

Meat platter for 2 .A very big portion .

I didn't take a picture of my dessert as it's not appetizing at all .

Party-ing at Nana in till dawn .I had fun that day but I wasn't really happy .

If I were to choose ,I would pick a player for now .Romance over commitment .

What are friends ?

2009-09-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

Really don't know who's behind all these ,why must people do harm towards one another ?Some people do things on purpose ,some might hurt you accidentally .Motives will eventually be known somehow .Who're my friends ?I don't know either .

I'll never thrived for .

2009-09-23T22:44:00.000-07:00

Sth will be attending court in the later afternoon ,hope everything will go smoothly for him .Received a good night message every night from him ,I really meant ''everynight'' ,didn't know what he really wanted to tell me but I'm sure he've got something to say yet didn't end up saying .

After a failed relationship like that ,I found out ,I totally don't need a partner ,maybe it's for the time being ?I only need a companion ,something more than a friend yet lesser than a couple ,no commitment .I know I'm selfish but this is the best .

New bed frame for my room !

2009-09-22T04:18:00.001-07:00

Just came back from Ikea with the companion of Yh .

And I got my new bed frame finally .YAY !Bought new bed sheets too yesterday ,a new set in red .Thought of customizing my phone with blings for a long time already but got to wait for a minimum of 3hours ,when will I have the time to wait ? :(

Illuzion ,Nana

2009-09-21T19:03:00.000-07:00

I removed my blue nails because I totally hate this colour .Took me 2hours to remove the blings and everything ! >.<

Went JP the other day to get crystals .Blinged my Ibanking device .

And I blinged my sunglasses :D

2009-09-20T19:13:00.001-07:00

Anyway ..
Happy belated Birthday to Amaryllis(Jiaqian) and Jason :D

I'm hating this moment

2009-09-20T19:04:00.000-07:00

Why being good friends need to lie ?It's difficult being good friends using brains .
How much longer must I keep tolerating ?Sucks man !

Bing Yuan's birthday

2009-09-17T15:41:00.000-07:00

They tagged photos on my Fb .

I love my nose in these pictures :D

I've re-dyed my hair a week ago ,did my nails ,trimmed my hair and got my medication from DRX .All done ,neat and tidy .

And next ,I've to put more hair extentions .Super random for this post as I'm wide awake at 4 .Had macdonalds breakfast even when I've been taking fastfood the past 4days ,time for healthy food soon .Gonna get more crystals to bling my room afterwards ,yay !

Super randommmmmmmmmm ,I'm bored !

Dearie YY's birthday

2009-09-15T16:38:00.000-07:00

Friends for 4years and it's still counting on ...
Don't know how we first started out but I remember every lil' things that we've went thru .I always find you so lucky to have true friends ,a real lover and a peaceful life hanging with you thru your ups and downs :) I'm sorry for not being around for you when you needed someone but yet ,you're always around for me .When I say ''always'' ,I meant it .I remember how we used to do foolish things and started to reminisce it now about how lucky we were to escape from getting caught .Hah ,those were the past .For one incident ,I found out who's there and who's not .When I was hospitalise ,we've drifted apart but you're the first to be around with me ,this made me touched enough but you ain't the only one ,not forgetting Anqi :) For some reasons ,there's bound to have misunderstandings in between friends but whatever happens ,people who's true to me ,I'll always think back the good times .And the sweetest memory of all is the little drawings we used to have ,you drew my house remember ?Hah .

Flashing back a little ..Wen's bdae .

After you gave me my birthday gift

And ....

I love you dearie !Though I didn't make it the best but hope you've enjoyed yourself :)

The picture you're holding on to isn't the only one ,there's still one with me :D

The clinque .

You've have it all Dearie :D

I feel happy for you when I see you getting so touched by everyone's act :) Best wishes from Ning to you .Happy birthday !

Japanese BBQ ,My blings on my toe !

2009-09-15T16:27:00.000-07:00

Holland Village for BBQ with Yh and Alika .
I love the food there as well as Yh but no comments from Alika because she've got problems with food .

Salmon ''porridge'' .Thumbs up !

And ,I did my nails ,pedicure and nail art .

In nude pink and acrylic roses and blings .

Super random for this post ,more coming up !

Nana on 14 Sep

2009-09-15T16:18:00.000-07:00

Let the photos do the talking :) Bumped into Ken and Meiqi .

Jp with Ying(overdued photos)

2009-09-15T15:24:00.000-07:00

Boths hers and my camera are Sony's but why picture taken using her camera seems so much nicer ?

2009-09-13T05:55:00.000-07:00

More updates on Whywhy's and Sb's birthday celebration coming up ,tons of overdued pictures not yet posted .

Several things happened within this week ,not a good thing to be happy about .Couldn't everyday be like a lovely friday night ?Everyone gets drunk and home sweet home .No conflicts ,no misunderstanding and no hypocrites around .

Anyway ,I did my nails ytd ^^ Wasn't what I wanted but still I'm happy with it as it's bling !Totally diggin' blings in my life wholeheartly ,can I bling my room's wall and floor ?

From the bottom of my heart

2009-09-08T16:51:00.001-07:00

People who I regard as my good friend might not take me as their good friend .Don't be naive enough to be contented just by a little concern from them as people might not be putting things this way behind your back .

I need a break from stress ,sleep-less nights ,alchohol and junk food .I gotta tone up my skin ,it's getting bad nowadays .

Sorrows within

2009-09-07T04:13:00.000-07:00

Uploading all pictures in my camera thus this post would be super random .Hadn't been hitting the club for the past weekends .Hah !

The nail laquer I bought from Faceshop .First time trying grey blings :D

I want Waraku for dinner !

Oh my ,I'm famish ,I'm drooling :(

Social House

2009-09-01T23:56:00.000-07:00

Went Social house with the same clique ,met up with geraldine there :)

Joyce and I

Sabai after Social House ,everyone's on form to party that night .Geraldine and I decieded to take a photo at the bridge ,looking like a sweet couple .

Credits to KANG

I'll club less often after this week ,gotta rest well at home and I gotta visit DRX soon for treatment :)

Determination to ..

2009-09-01T05:06:00.000-07:00

I must wash my hands off him from this moment ,I've to stop thinking ,stop contacting him .It's dumb thinking of something useless .

Faked Ignorance

2009-09-01T03:20:00.001-07:00

Alika and I @Fly .

A compo sent yet no reply from him .That's it :) Some people might just be giggling at how I msged him yet another funny thing was he don't bother to even reply ,too cocky people are always as thick skinned .Your acts digusted me ,act like you fking care when I turned my back off .Okay ,why should I care anyway ?It's him who didn't do his part ,not me !

The only thing I've changed is only that I club and drink more often .Why can't I go have fun when everyone clubs ?And I've retrieve my freedom from someone who disappoints me so much ,what's there to stop me from doing what I'm happy about ?When someone could be so harsh ,I find no reasons why I should be soft hearted .Always asking me to think back about this one year plus relationship ,infact ,it's only an empty shell .

I don't blog like me ,I'm really annoyed .

New loves

2009-08-31T04:50:00.001-07:00

Necklace from Guess .

Lanyard from Gucci .

I'm afraid of losing my phone when I've to take care of 2phones now .

I'm going to relieve stress now ,bye guys !

I hoped for

2009-08-31T04:23:00.000-07:00

KFC with YH ,Pelvin and Ying at East coast park before heading down to Illuz .

I'm lovin' my lacey dress :D

Geraldine came down Illuz and we headed down to Fly together .

I think I shook the camera and that causes the blur pic .Wanzhuo and I .

And ..Alika !

Anson .

My day at fly with the same clique :)

I'd rather ..

2009-08-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

I used to lessen my drinking and clubbing session .
I used to stop hanging out with my male friends .
I used to stop contacting them for I'm afraid that I might lose you .
But ,all these restricted acts were no longer restricted .You made such a huge change in me in a month's time and what've gotten me thru this period of time was ,I'm no longer that good girl who'll wait home for you like an idiot .Should I be happy about a fact like that or should I be worrying that I'm changing into another person ?

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First part ,@ illuz on 26August

2009-08-27T04:08:00.000-07:00

Got my spare phone a few days back ,regretted not buying E71 instead :(

@Illuz .

Ryan and Ying .

After Illuz ,was Sabai .

Snapping a few pictures of myself in the car while waiting .

I think I gotta redye my hair ,the colour is dropping to Red .Sucks !

Part 2 ,Party @SABAI

2009-08-27T03:23:00.000-07:00

Sabai with the same Clinque but Ahying didn't join us .Picture says it all .Well ,we girl enjoyed ourselves :D

I love Alika ,she never fails to stand by me when I needed someone .

Half of the group .

Great night I've got and it's the first time I enjoyed at Sabai .Cheers people !

JillStuart's

2009-08-27T03:14:00.000-07:00

Kang got these back for me as I requested from TW .Super chio makeups <33

I'm totally diggin' it !